So far 2009 has been so wonderful,
well except for the ridiculously cold and snowy New England weather.
I feel like there were these certain quirks in my personality that were left behind in 2008, allowing me to strip off the cumbersome layers of stress and insecurities....to breathe easier.
A long, sustained, full, deep breath of fresh air into my lungs.
Its not like anything specific happened to make me feel so good.
Perhaps, its the whole idea of a fresh start with a new year or that I turned 36 a few days ago or that I just feel this an amazing sense of balance with my life as a whole, which I have struggled along without for a while now.
Whatever it is,
I feel really good about myself, my family and my friends....its hard to have such delicate alignment when self imposed pressures and guilt are entered into the scenario.
So I have let go of the negative energy and I feel weightless......sparkly......beautiful.....happy......simply, balanced.
And in return, I am a better mother, wife, daughter, sister, friend and human being!!
......OK, time to get off the soapbox now.